my day

almost 26 years of friendship… berpuluh2 taun berjalan raya ke rumah only this time ada gamba raya…! 😂😂
dolok masa kecik2 either gi main kaaa gi library kaa we always bring our sisters along..hmm shudve keep photos of us masa kecik kan..? n now look at us! hehe semuaa dah ada anak except for me..semua cantek2 😋 (yerdeh perasan hahaha)

lastnite text Bad. hehe susah laluuu nak buang Bad baa…hmm.. i missed him mucb..! he said he doesnt have mood to raya bcos of me.err …can i trust that….??😛 ney tauk ckp jak owh..? bkn aku tauk pun whats going on overthere kan? and lastnite he said “thinking of u make me…..” hehe.. 😜 tah for me cam pelik la.. sbb aku sikda buat or say anyhing..
hmmm… miss u luv.. cant wait to be with u…!

almost 26 years of friendship… berpuluh2 taun berjalan raya ke rumah only this time ada gamba raya…! 😂😂
dolok masa kecik2 either gi main kaaa gi library kaa we always bring our sisters along..hmm shudve keep photos of us masa kecik kan..? n now look at us! hehe semuaa dah ada anak except for me..semua cantek2 😋 (yerdeh perasan hahaha)

lastnite text Bad. hehe susah laluuu nak buang Bad baa…hmm.. i missed him mucb..! he said he doesnt have mood to raya bcos of me.err …can i trust that….??😛 ney tauk ckp jak owh..? bkn aku tauk pun whats going on overthere kan? and lastnite he said “thinking of u make me…..” hehe.. 😜 tah for me cam pelik la.. sbb aku sikda buat or say anyhing..
hmmm… miss u luv.. cant wait to be with u…!

Raya Eve

im sooo exhausted that i gor asthma. huhu..
vacuum and mop - check..!
ayam masak merah - checked..!
cut the cakes - blum. pagi lak potong..
Lah and bros n cousins n frens d rumah lastnite. lepak sambil jaga lemang. then biasa lah guys main bunga api. makanya… yg ada baby akan terkrjut and menangis… baru aku nak warning ct to moved to bilit mak , sik sempat hehe..there i was shocked when ct mengamuk..sampei bapak marah..! “bapak sikda ajar ct tulah ngan laki mcm ya..!” aku go back to kitchen and sambong mak madak kari..
then after all settle and after mandik, bapak still kat luar watchig tv thou swmua org dah tido. aku pun dah ngntok swbenarnya. kepak baaa… gila nak..???
theb bapak said : siti ya dari sebelum kawen gik molah Lah mcm ya. sik respect lalu ngn laki.. bapak sikda nangga Nor molah Bad camya dolok.
then i cut him ofd : ada… now laa.. even worst pak. all the bad words moron, bodo, fuck, asshole dan mcm2 gik nang salu kluar lately. 😔
bapak look at me.. and said.. : kenak…? tapi nya bkn bf nor kinek tok..
i said : sbb i want him to hate me. sbb geram juak nya sikit bias..tapi biar jak la..
bapak said : hmm rasa bapak nor kata lain dolok nak..?
me : yup. dolok bila Bad diam ajak.. blom marah dah cukup molah mek takut. sbb kmk nang carik husband yg bolh molah mek respect n takut… mun kmk manas pun i dont do it in front of others..simok malukannya..
bapak : yalah yg bapak dgr dolok. thats why bapak suka sbb bapak pikir nya dapat melembutkn nor.. (bapak diam…) sik hal… udah gik ngan Bad ya.. let him happy with his wife..
me : yalah.. let him happy with his wife..😔

hmmm… my d happy kaa…? happy kaa this raya…? hopefully la kan..? sikda yg kurang dr laat yr rasanya.. the wife of course love him more bila dah jadi camtok.. of course will try so hard to get his attention 100%…
hmmmm,. then lamak2… hilang la rasa syg Bad kat aku.. lamak2… he will not remember mu anymore… 😔
terima jak laa seadanya walau apa pun jadi..😞

Truth

Did she telling truth…?or.. Did they..?
a couple of times dah Bad denied ceta nya ngn aku sampei aku ngn Bad gik klaie .. hmm i cant tell him that I doubt with his wife.. he will support his wife punya…
hmmm…
ya yg aku padah ngn Bad.. things yg aku sik padah ngn Bad..? was it the trith…? hmm…
Baf didnt trust me thou..

thinga like this ajak molah ku kecik ati ngn Bad..😔 nok lainnya bab aku marah walaupun pada mulanya aku sik marah..
hmm.. bias sbnrnya..
cuma mun aku voice it out akan jadi gaduh…

sikda hal la Rul…
he’s been together with his wife berpuluh taun of course nya tauk m trust bininya.
while kau Rul…? forever juak kau distance ngn Bad and bulak denggi gik ya.. what do u expect…?😞
Watak skarang tok,wife is the nice one.. u are the bad one..
hmmm.. nyealah.. but mun sikda ceta sbnrn riya i wont marah Bad kot..
sikda hal laa.. this is what she wants.. hope she’ll be happy..
kau sik terasa2 hati gik Rul…
and Bad sikda kena marah leh kau gik…

hmmm.. i wish Bad is mine.. or at least im not the mistress… 😞

hmm dah start dah rindu Bad..
haih.. 😓

seriously tiring eh today.. 
(jap.. kulit aku lbih puteh dr miss iman ka..? hahahahaha..😋)
morning -cleaned toilet n shower room
then g parkson bapak nak shopping to spend his rm100 voucher.. mak pun sama. so i topped up lagi for both of them tadik.
noon- balit. coz krol nak anta keta ke rimah mek org. rumah mek org dah jd mcm ised cat dealer jak hehe.i got my cuppy back..!!! tq…! then gi kedei.. today’s collection rm2.1K. alhmdulillah. sian ct sakit belakanh.
nite. see that pic..?ya laa keja aku. balit dr kedei.. masak.. then clean all the dishes then when i try to rest.. dgr miss iman nangis. so aku laa yg carry her and put her to bed..i think i can do all for babies except for bfeed.. hahaah bfd aku just for bad. astaga.. sorry2.. ter-notty malam2 eh..  😋

miss u love.

xoxo

seriously tiring eh today..
(jap.. kulit aku lbih puteh dr miss iman ka..? hahahahaha..😋)
morning -cleaned toilet n shower room
then g parkson bapak nak shopping to spend his rm100 voucher.. mak pun sama. so i topped up lagi for both of them tadik.
noon- balit. coz krol nak anta keta ke rimah mek org. rumah mek org dah jd mcm ised cat dealer jak hehe.i got my cuppy back..!!! tq…! then gi kedei.. today’s collection rm2.1K. alhmdulillah. sian ct sakit belakanh.
nite. see that pic..?ya laa keja aku. balit dr kedei.. masak.. then clean all the dishes then when i try to rest.. dgr miss iman nangis. so aku laa yg carry her and put her to bed..i think i can do all for babies except for bfeed.. hahaah bfd aku just for bad. astaga.. sorry2.. ter-notty malam2 eh.. 😋

miss u love.

xoxo

owh this morning during sahoor.. i replied her text lastnite.. i said.. something bad kali… bkn kali… dah mmg ko jahat.. hehehe..
i said “u have right to be angry with me. takde org yg suka bile hak kite dikacau.. ikhlass… ikhlas itu penting not just by word..like me i ngaku i sayang ur husband.. sayang gila.. cuma tak dampai hati nk sakitkan u..„ if i keep befriended with u, the situation will always be pressure.. kalau kite still contact.. im stuck.. chatting with will remind me of ur husband. sy pun dah penat nak maki hamun die.. makes him hate me. ber-container2 dosa sy maki hamun ur husband..im kinda tired of this kinda shitty”

and then tonite.. i just realised that she’s really off… i dunno if she’s shocked with my word “shitty”?(hmm sikkan laa org KL leh shocked with word shit nak..? pelik) OR… nya ikhlas nak tlg aku get away of her husband.. she doesnt want to share sebenarnya.. hehehe.. 😏cant imagine mun aku katik nya jak saying that aku agree… sure ngamok… 😏 women… mmg complicated.. hihiks.. nomatter how cool u are in eyes of ur husband.. u are just like me.. tapi better laa..

j remember when ur husband ceta ngn aku.. ur husband said nasib baik ibu yg no 1.. kalau nurul d tpt ibu skarang tak tau la babah… - ur husband bagi gmabaran yg teruk pasal i. tapi… if i said so..? sure he denied.. hehehe.. Bad.. Bad… ko sik sedar it hurts me..these one month mmg aku learnt from him..
episode paling best was part zara hilang dibah meja laa… hehehe. pls somebody tell me the truthhhh…!! 😜
episode ke dua best.. when he told me.. she couldnt sleep so she went to the husband’s room.. (u are lucky woman.) and he told me u said.. “nurul tak suka ibu.. nurul ni macam baran”. well i am and i admit yg aku baran.. tapi perlu kah ceta pasal perangei baran aku ya owh…? and dear Bad.. u only tell good things about ur wife.. bile i ckp sikit je.. ull say.. Pn.Nor mmg baik.. hmm. sy mmg takde baiknye pasal diri sy kan..?
well u know what..? since pn.nor tau how bad i am.. since u told me “babah tak tau la ape jadi kalau nurul kat tpt ibu”… that gave me te idea to be bad…!
to swear to u wven for little tiny thing..
dah alang2 jahat.. biar jahat terus.
pn.nor pun boleh happy..
u pun happy with pn.nor.. haaa….😊

how i wish bila aku bangun… Bad sebenarnya single.. bkn laki org.. bkn bapak org.. coz demi Allah i love this guy sp much.. and i couldnt take it the wife didnt appreciatw ny effort. only nak accept when i show what i did to Bad..

obviously, woman.

again.. u are well protected by Bad.lucky u. sbb to Bad u are such and angel… but me..? im just a psychopath..

xhal lah pn.nor… hope u can be more n super more happy wih ur husband. muahahaha

see my jeans…?? dpt masok 5 jari dalam yaa.. hahaha.. see how much i loose weight tapi aku kedirik mcm sik kurus. yesterday u went to offce kejap.amik another cakes Naim berik.. murah nar rezeki eh.. septh pull down my jeans.. boleh terlondeh engkau…!! septg geram sbb aku dah sikda burid gik. kempeng jak katanya.. 😜 see lah raya klak maybe nait gik.. wih all the cakes.. biscuits.. sweet drinks…

my abaya dah siap alter..!✌️ hehehe
i like this abaya.. lam gamba aku nmpak cam gemok. tapi tadi coba di tailor yen kata why so flat ah u…? puasa ka..? salu tidak ini macam bukan.? hmm.. i saif.. no la.. im broken hearterd. and she said who broke ur heart..? kesian.. and i said. me myself laa.. hahahahahaha silly.. 😜

…. sambung later i want to share pasal vaju me sigek gik.

dolok-dolok

org kata.. org pisces🐬suka berangan.aku nang sukaaa berangan.. hahaha 😆 especially before2 tok laa.. hihihiks.. 😋
berangan to be his wife 👸
so i can follow him pegi any event.. mmg laa aku sik cantek nak tapi i like to wear pretty outfit.. and i want him to be proud bile intro me to his frens. yerrrrdehhhh 😅 hahahaha paloi alu angan2 kan…?
tapi ya befpre aku tauk he’s married laa… bila dah tauk…? *gulp* okaayy padam jak angan2 ko tek rul..! his wife jauh lebih cantek dr kau.. huhuhu😅 mun afa event of course Bad will bring the wife and not u,nurul…. ok ok… 😅 o can take it..
bukan apa owh aku berangan3 camya.. coz i received few comments saying that i habe no problem in choosing outfit..
well org petama padah camya to me was Mus.. “i like ur style. not overdo and yet not plain.” well that was the 2nd time Mus bring me jalan2 di KL and tetus jumpa family nya … then gi dataran an met his frens.. and dgn selamba Mud kata aku gf nya padahal he was in relationship with tengkujuh at that time.. hehe.. 😋Mus got point at that time tapi I prefer older and mature man. 😍😍 *blink!blink!*
and then Krol. When i asked him why he wanted to marry me..? does he sayang me..? he said “no. parents mek suka ktk. and kmk suka style ktk ba.. baitnya gi jalan or formal function.. ktk sikda masalah pakei baju apa tudung apa. salu jak perfect.” i noticed that too wverytime mek duak g function sama2 org suka nangga mek 2..
then recently ezwan… masa kat KL office nya kata “Nurul takde masalah kalau bawak gi event. she always to know what to wear n groom herself” in front of shafizal semua.. 😐
Marwan masa dtg sitok lastyr kawen anak uncle hj Putit pun sama. segan jln with me sbb my look and he himself time tu kain sampin sik kemas.
Nash dolok jgn ckp laa.. siap suruh tunangnya dress n wear tudung like me,! hahah gila..! 😂 Mus pun sama. ney sik ngamok tengkujoh.

i admit im not pretty tapi aku leh jafi image consultant kot.. hehe. bcos of theseeee guys laaa aku salu harap Bad would bring me with him. i mean if theeeese guys can be proud of me.. aku mok juak org yg aku sayang see me and be with me and proud bila dgn me…😥 tapi yalah tek.. bini nya style agik… so Nurul! ko diam now..! delete angan2 ko ya… makseh..! 😋 hehehe

subuh jom…!
hugs n kisses 😘😘

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hmm.. pompan.. rasa cam normal kot kalu pompan like me.. sekejap kata bagi.. nanti ada masa taknak pulak…
with me she said ok boleh jak terina tapi later gado plak ngn laki… buang the gifts from me.. so better i take NO terus..
aku sik stable..? hmm betul la ya.. but does she…? true shw always remember Allah.. but not me.. so Bad.. u got perfect wife.. mun Bad still maok aku ya mmg memalukan aku lah.. hahaha

owh btw.. what happened to their haunted house baby zara yg kene kacau hantu sembunyi bawah meja eh..? no more kejadian aneh ka..? how come bln puasa pun we all sees “things” in teh house ..? and they all nyer “thing” tenang…?

selamat sungkey love.😍

i like to call him love…darl..hun.. hehe
best baa… sbb nya manjak..
i know nya suka juak ditunggah camya..
i love him still..